Diary of (a) John
07/21/2002
Saay's gone.
Nit handled the goodbyes at the airport fairly well, no tears, no sad face.
The breakdown didn't come until a few hours later. She cuddled up to me in bed, something which has become very common lately, and basically just broke down in tears.
She is very confused at the moment, being at the same time happy for her sister, as well as angry at her for leaving, and angry at herself for being selfish. I am sure time will heal this, but at the moment she is rather messed up.
The added problem is that with Nit not being able to sleep alone, she has taken to sleeping with me. In itself this of course is not a problem, after all Nit is a really cute, sweet girl, but I am afraid she may get the wrong impression and will start seeing me as a boyfriend. While I do really like Nit, I don't think I would like to have a real relationship. I enjoy being a bachelor, and a big butterfly, too much :)
John